Cut to this year. I find myself both behind the camera, as well as in front of the camera, capturing a side of myself that I don’t explore often, especially not in such a public way like this.

I'll never forget the awkward feeling that came across me when I ran into a one-time past fling at party and could barely remember any details about what we did that night.

For a large period of my life, I was having really shitty sex.

I tried all the tricks I had heard about to make my experiences larger-than-life: pull my hair, move your hips there, let me bend you over there — it felt performative.

For a large period of my life, I was having really shitty sex.

I tried all the tricks I had heard about to make my experiences larger-than-life: pull my hair, move your hips there, let me bend you over there — it felt performative.

Friends of mine would always say the same thing when they heard I was talking to a new boy… and after a while, I began to think they were right.

An inviting thought is remembering that style is more about decision. It's not the items, but rather why you chose those items, their through-lines, and your overall consistency in those choices.